On introspection
My series of introspection on myself to better understand myself. I believe that most people try best to understand outwardly and yet have no idea of who they are. Those who win wars and conflicts are most likely to be the slaves of their own demons. Those who shine brightest are the most timid inside of their own souls, sitting and moping in the corner of a dark, damp and clandestine room.
Stars (M. C. Escher)
It is just plainly strange to look into oneself. Everything that seems so automatic has all the motives behind it.
I cannot read well these days. I try to focus but something seems not to be quite right. I know that there has to be some simple explanation behind it. But it is just interesting to look into myself and see what is happening to me.
Sadness, madness and all sorts of emotions are quite interesting when you pause for a while and scrutinize those. Are we just...